[DearDiary] I have to...

Maybe~
I have to act calmly when the other in rush..
I have to be wise and more mature when the other be selfish and childish..
I have to be strong when the other weak..
I have to hold my tears when the other are crying..
I have to hold my pain when the other sigh for their pain..
I have to....
But I can't do...
I always sigh, I always selfish and childish, I always weak, I always cry, I always feel my pain...
What I can do is keep these all in my mind, and never tell anyone... I don't want to bother other with my problem.. I just can keep this alone... Telling nothing... Because my pain will bother and trouble everyone...