[DearDiary] I will not give title to this posting

REGRET..
I bet that we all ever did that..
We all ever feel that..

Hontou ni, I am really dizzy and confused now... T_T
I cant decide what should I do...

I know that I was wrong, but I dont like to be treated like this :(
I wanna be forgiven, even it is hard to you..
But PLEASEEE.... I cant live with my guilty all my life long... :(

I know it hurts for you, but it hurts for me too..
I hurt my self coz I hurt you...
I wanna kill myself for this..
I really regret.. Iam relly sorry.. T__T

I know my attitude last time was EXTREMELY WRONG...
REALLY WRONG..
I have betrayed you... But I admit it, and I did it not by my plan..


It was not like what I wanted..
It all are out of my control...
Honestly I did not want it happened..
Honestly.... :(

Now  just can apologize to you...
PLEASE FORGIVE ME...

And I promise I will not do that anymore..
I PROMISE... For our sake...

Dont talk about my fault anymore, dont discuss about it anymore, coz I have felt guilty and I regret...

When you betrayed me, I can understand,
and now I want you to understand...
I didnt betray you, I didnt...
Umm, oke, maybe can be called like that, but really... that's only kidding..
I am not serious with that... coz I just want you not the other...

The other can not be like you...

You said that I want to revenge to you,
it is not true..
I dont want to revenge... I even dont think about that...

Every mistake you did, I have forgiven...

And now, not mean that I want the same thing or reply, but I hope you can forgive all my mistake too...

Remember all about us...

We have passed it together...

And will be forever...

I dont want it all disappear and ruin.... T_T

Moushiwake arimasen ne, atashi no kare...
Daisuki da yo....
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